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This Isn’t Me

I never say your name, there’s places I won’t go, where sorrow still blinds me

Oh every day will play the same and as I wake I seem to know

That your light will find me

So shine it down, I really need to feel it now

You’re a guiding star above a bridge that never burns

However shimmering you are, you’re on a page that never turns

I thought I loved somebody who would make my life what it should be

If that wasn’t you then this isn’t me

Forever in harm’s way, I face this road alone, only memories beside me

Though every word I heard you say, I tried to set them all in stone

But they’re dying inside me

Don’t let me down, I really need to see you now

You’re a guiding star above a bridge that never burns

However flickering you are, you’re on a page that never turns

I thought I loved somebody who would make my life what it should be

If that wasn’t you then this isn’t me

This isn’t me

Although those times were many when I couldn’t reach you anyhow

Was it so wrong to want you then? And is it now?

And so foolishly  

I thought I loved somebody who would make my life what it should be

But that wasn’t you and now this isn’t me

(It wasn’t me who shut you out, there’s no other lover I dream about

You tell me how you’re a guiding star above a bridge that never burns

However flickering you are, you’re on a page that never turns

I’m somebody who just has to speak again with you

Or then this isn’t me, this isn’t me

Oh nothing really dies when you close your eyes

See me, feel me

And if we were so not meant to be, then you’ll never know

I can only hope the someone who hears me is you

Or now this isn’t me)